8.21.25 safe

I realized I never made you feel safe and secured. I was talking to Tommy, and it's hard to be fair and list out "red flags" and negative things when I never made you feel safe. That should have been my priority.

Man, I was so stupid.

in relationships, when i am truly myself, I am like a golden retriever- i'd always want be around you. i know you don't believe me, but that's a side of me i never shared with anyone.

I was just so scared- that if i loved anyone that much that would give them too much power.

my therapist has been helping me a lot.

the podcasts and workbooks too.

love is a risk- i have to take that risk. that's why love is also a reward and why love can both be beautiful and painful .

Man, I was so stupid.

it's been hot,

i hope you're drinking lots of water 🫶🏻