8.10.25 changes

Today I took my grandma out. I told her today is her day- we can do anything, go anywhere, buy anything. We had breakfast, I tried to trick her to take her to get pedicures, but she won't get out of the car when I got to the place. :( so i took her shopping instead.

It's crazy.

I think so.

I'm a different person now.

I went shopping- by myself today.

You're right, I'm 31 now. I'm literally making a million dollars a year. I'm dressing like a 20 year old bum. Turns out, I'm a size medium now. Yeah- I was a size extra large- and fat just a month ago when you last saw me. I've been taking care of myself physically so now it's time I start dressing better. I went to get my clothes tailored too.

I'm a different person now. I'm really clean- I think I'm a neat freak now. Now, I notice how disgusting this house is. You're right, it's long over due. I learning to love myself and I'm learning to want my own space. wanting my own peace.

Today. I told Derick, Lily, David, and Grace. I'm moving out within 8 months.

I chose 8 months at the latest - just to give myself the time and space.

I think I still needed a few months to heal.

The thing is, this business is stupid. I make enough money to retire you anywhere in the world. I can move to any city, state, or even country. I don't know where I want to go.

It's not something I want to think about yet.

But I know it's something I need to do, it's something long overdue, and it's something I wanted to prepare them all for. I also told my whole family and friends as well.

Would you be mad at me if I move to LA? lol.

it's extra hot these days, drink lots lots of water. eat well. <3